by Chris Lopez

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'CHEMISTRY' was written and recorded from 2012-2014.
cassette tapes available through 冥王星 meiosē tapes run by Houston electronic producer P.L.X.T.X.
and thanx to Julie for letting me record this whole tape with her laptop.


released July 18, 2014

all songs written and performed by Chris Lopez
mixed and mastered by Chris Lopez (mostly at Epoch Coffee)



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Chris Lopez Austin, Texas


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Track Name: Bleu
wake up high. feel alright, free fall into my car cuz it’s all that I’ve got. slept all night, held me tighter. this is the last time I wake up. so what, this place sux, I give up.
Track Name: Saudade
I dug up your tapes in the dresser. I’m going back in time. rewind. so you just had to go. time. saudade. erase;rewind. saudade.
Track Name: Vida Morrina
I think I lost my touch. I think I think about these things too much. It doesn’t help that I don’t talk half as loud as I used to. brush my curls out tonight. I fall asleep in the bathtub. drown myself in my grandpa’s cologne. brush my hair to the side tonight. call my whole family, spike my water with blood. bury myself in old t-shirts he left behind, perfectly folded. I’m crawling my way back to 1999. I’m taking bad pictures to slow down the night. I’m dying off slowly to come back another time. I’d rather just go home. bottle up & whine. turn off all the lights so I can’t see myself at night. your voice still sounds the same, even far away. I won’t get used to waking up this way, I swear I won’t. I promise the last time I tried to leave the house it lasted this long, I’ll always call you on the last half of my smoke break but not when I’m at home & I’m all alone I miss it all I swear, I promise. brush my hair to the side. take back my body & drawings from my youth. becoming socially inept. I cut all my hair off tonight. turned 21 & I just felt too shy. you never looked at me right in the eye. if this is what it’s like I just wanna fall down. I just wanna die. last night I scattered all your pictures. passed out in sheets of yours, alone. we talked a lot when we were younger, I drank a pint of his cologne. brush my hair to the side. last night I scattered all your pictures. last night I picked at all my blisters.
I drank a pint of his cologne.
Track Name: Rewinder
erase;rewind;relate to my mom. in the silent pockets of this apartment. all your socks lie inside my closet, but all alone I laughed it off. & you just kept it on. erase;rewind. just give up. spit up blood. poison my milk. fill me with pills.